I am very annoyed today,don't know what had happened to me...this morning is class party,weird,not yet started to picked up a pieces of foods,then all foods gone,taken finished by those ''sakai'' whom diet a few days...lol...My mood is very bad,low and deep today,I seem every day bad mood while school,the point is,i am be jealous of a guy,he seem look famous and friendly than me..Don't know why when I see the guy,i will felt myself very useless,just like a pieces of rubbish!!Nevermind,the way to home,I am so tired and sleep in the bus,until I reached home..when i ready to walked to home,a bus sekolah drive with a very fast speed,don't know why I can't heard he ''horn'',i just look like very tired,the bus almost hit me,damn the driver scolded to watch out,i say ''SHIT'' and ready to picked up a stone to throw he,unpolite...lolz.....anywhere,I felt to end my life,I don't want to be continue stay in this world anymore......anyone help?